Sunday, December 27, 2009

Exprince Certificate Wording

...the moments

... you ever wonder how long it Takes to change your life ... what measure of time is enough to be life-Altering ... is it four years, like uni year ... bout six years in relationship ...
.. your life can change in a month, a week, or a single day? we're always in a hurry to Grow up, to go places, to get ahead .. but When You're young, one hour can change everything ...
... end of the year 2009 letey commute is cyber-penang .... almaklumlah preparation at a ceremony not long ago .. 1 & half month longer jer ... ghamai lately who brings to the question 'whether I was ready'.... busy at work for my new real meng'limit'kan memikirnya target .... huhu ... ready or not time will come ....
new workplace .... hours of work a little early and go home a little slow due to exam week ..... skrg because the distance to the chancellery building staff Aparment nie just 5 minutes ... Posted a name to live on campus .... If the opportunity in the evening after the expiration time is the time to work in sports activities ... ye shall want to lose weight target has not been achieved ...
other preparation that has not setle byk .... juz want to make it simple .... but sumtimes 'satisfaction' and want to satisfy an important tue kan byk the heart can be seen that non-simple .... 'Moments' to never come byk times in our lives .... when it comes let it perfect .... if not, let it perfect in the eyes of people in our eyes ....
... do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives or if the moments in our lives make us?
Could .... if you go back and change just one thing about your life, Would you ... and if you did, Would That Make change your life better? or Would That change ultimately break your heart? or break the heart of another? would you choose an entirely different path? or would you change just one thing? just one moment? That one moment you always wanted back?

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Blurred Vision Dissiness And Tingling

MMU dulu & kini

year 2009 ..... year 2003

... a year went by .... world 'bloggers' I left .. sometimes stealing space .... maybe in a new place a little spare room for me here .... berkongsi graffiti

alhamdulillah thanks .... already entered the 3rd week of moving safely into the new work place ....

pressure for the last 2 months ..... pressure before stepping into a new environment can also change jobs I'm ..... target before the title of the wife want to get a new job that guarantees comfort when the future is already ber'family 'later .... Baek was teman2 services that help will not forget .....

ago MMU is now and forever .... I had called the students the difference here ... riding style that make a living here ... only difference in the style that used in Cyberjaya Melaka ..... The new site, we can learn to adapt want ..... in mana2 been working at the name must be no pressure ... just a bit different and it depends on the acceptance of ourselves .... finalize our long experience sebnarnya and I'm grateful for where I work different areas and experiences will be a supply kukutip facing the future ....

alhamdulillah .... thanks .... in the new place week after week goes by without my realizing in 2009 was getting to an end .... and 2010 will be transformed in the hope that 1001 brings a new color in my life .... Did I prepare??

Monday, October 19, 2009

What Happen To Adult Film Star Belladonna

...hold my hand

... so many stories ... there is no grief like ...
ignore all the love .... love smile laughter ..
I want you to know ... I always happy when there yourself ...
why you should like this ... Why ... why that should happen in the always complain ....
heart to hear you try. Why do you always make me nervous ...
for a loved one, sorry for the heavy red ... DUREN thank you always have .... there for me ....
".... we've sumtimes fight for nothing, nothing .... crying for love can not be perfect ... just how good it's gonna be
... we can Fuss and ... we can fight as long as everythings all right Between us ...
things will get better if you just hold my hand, nothing can come Between us if you just hold me,
tired of being lonely, take my hand do not let go and let me be your one and only ...."
luv u soo much dear ....

Thursday, October 1, 2009

12.02.1086 Rotronic Treiber Usb Com

my life is about to complete soon…

Counting days ... .4-5 months to go ...
powered up nier day still can not believe after almost 5 months ... sedar2 called her fiance did not realize people are already 'in relationship' 7 years and is now being pursued day2 happy ... Prolonged hope .. ameeen .... That is called kalu mate ... certainly not to any
wedding preparation is no need to want my headache cz Hilman family will want to plan everything ... even just psl wedding dress and make-up ... thankfully called the youngest brother (Even though they are still'm sorg younger brother) ... Mulia my big brother ... aka my banker. My mum and my only one beloved sist biase la mcm + artisan builders plan shopping ...
lain2 sooner or later I've preparation to Hilman well (mentally & physically) .... Add the knowledge of what ought to ... make sure healthy physically & kene keep fit ... almaklumlah bile happy to taste ... add more pounds. Dr back since last visitation in 2009 MMG may be more ... .. 4 to 5 months so nye preparation:
1. at least 3 to lose weight around 5kg.
2.body treatments (sauna bath + scrubs)
3.facial
4.manicure treatment & pedicure, hand treatment

others wedding planning and preparation tips juz want to share with my bestest cds 4 eva cum ms ruby my wedding planner. ... (sambil2 tue bleh la skali plan for ur wedding) thanks for the supports ... I love you so muchy2 .... (*_-)







  1. the first step in wedding planning is deciding how much money you are going to spend and make a budget.



  2. When planning your wedding budget allow 25% more for extras that you haven't planned for. (this part kire setle la kot…)



  3. order the invitations four months in advance. Invitations should be mailed four to six weeks in advance. Take the invitations to the post office to be weighted for sufficient postage. (this part lum setle sbb tgu guest list from my 2nd bro…invitation card die sponsor)



  4. Start prepare ur wedding dress six months in advance. You will need several fittings before it is perfect. (this part Whether DECIDE dizziness also want to want to stick with a plan early ker tuko follow my big bro ... remember punye Kaler wedding dress choice 'self sponsor' tendency lebey pd want to stick the original plan ... have to DECIDE BEFORE end of this month)
  5. Do your makeup BEFORE putting on your wedding dress. (nie my future in law at setlekan sist ... so no need to worry)
  6. Plan your honeymoon six months in advance. Make all arrangements well in advance and RESERVATIONS. (this part he was at the plan ... but remember disorder ... so maybe postponed dl yg kene must prioritize)
  7. Remember that it is his wedding, too. Some men do not want much to do with the planning but it is not always too. Take his advice too. (resepsi on my side my dear no need to worry la… but for wedding dress & make-up have to take his advice too… sbb die yang nak tgk kite kan.. wink wink)



  8. If you and your fiancée have a disagreement, work it out without involving either set of parents. (totally agree)



  9. View his or her photographs to see if you like their style of photography. If you do, book as early as possible. (nie tak decide lagi la…)



  10. Don't hesitate to ask family and friends to help with preparations. Choose the appropriate task for the person you are asking. (My family will THEIR Lend a hand to help me, no need to want to also rates mintak2 ... my cds ... hehe)

Thursday, September 10, 2009

Bangalore Gay For Night

...sebuah pertemuan

hearts this .... real quiet ... increasingly dim light heart ... not regret what more to blame ... masihkah just thought there was also room to continue the road and improve the lives ....

I'm grateful for all the requirements .. if he is the best for me draw near our hearts ... presence once touched the heart to light the torch of hope ...

the first time you ever ... I neglect you whisper talk consciousness ... give you strength, when I tested with alleged ... when I lose confidence, you turn on the expectations .. when I doubted the forgiveness of God ... you say his grace to overcome all ....

dripping tears to a meeting .... presence ever reconcile .. light heart that the vagueness ... gilapkanlah so he became the light of happiness ... light hearted hope it will not fade examined allegations ... Hope it comes true to the Lord ... "Kurniakan me officer .... pious heart that I hope can become conditioned eyes .... his heart bidder

why wait for the new twilight kepengkalan terdetik to go home ... tonight ... getting over my resignation with all that has been determined ...

give a piece of consciousness, supplies all the way to find peace .... let you be a true witness tangisku early days when ... The only chance for a while ... terlakar keikhlasanku hope ...
hopes the sweetness of faith blessed hope lasting ...... turbulent sea of \u200b\u200blost hope to continue my sailing .....

Monday, September 7, 2009

A Small Corner Of Paradise ...

..big Girls Dont Cry

... I'm still here ... terkial still-struggling trying to stand on their own feet ..
the 'free' is used entirely to study and understand life itself ... memuhasabah
love too 'mean' for the taste ..
and 'it' is not just sympathy ...
peneman not too quiet ... 'It' a light heart ...
Far darker than light 'it' from the heart ... whatever has happened duhai run without stopping the heart .. would someday find the search of light ... heart should not worry God do not forget ..
O God, grant me hero in the eyes of the heart cooling, healing the heart ... ameen

Friday, August 21, 2009

Greeting Cards Amando.it

happy birthday my fiancee ....

My beloved fiancee, Anas bin Arshad Akmal (on 27th birthday)
If there's something that you're dreaming of then may it all come true,
because you deserve it all...HAPPY BIRTHDAY...


Your Birthday is a special day, one that's just for you,
a time for doing everything, you have always wanted to do...



You've been there to laugh with me, to cry with me,
to be proud of me,and to be happy for allthe good things in my
life...


You're the most important part of my life...and you always will be.


Happy Birthday Sweetheart


I love you so much!!!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Firepit From Retaining Wall

.. the show






dah byk time but want to update blog la mcm usual stop, but 'blank' do not know want to update ... too many who want to share too many who also want to let out ...
thank God the days become filled with dibyk Even though times when I feel lonely ... cry of my family as well ... 2.3 cume past weekend who had filled in the presence of loved ones ... teman2 3 weeks ago spent time WIF leyna n aizuddin ... nie powered trio first time (we spent time together ber3) hang out at mkn2 kat putrajaya n entertain movie 'The Proposal' kat Alamanda ... Posted to the plan powered tue night ... but not accessibility Our consultants tue ker nasyeed stadium concert tour, the natural ruler ... nier Hamdan was 'the father' ... join skali ... stay kat mlm tue kat c leyna room .... NWay thank to my beloved cds cz willing to spent time together ... Lupe plaques but want snap2

last 2 weeks for a chance to c more .. Hamdan was nie'm convo ... so bcz of my beloved cds download che bee ... i pon skali berkampung smpt la ... times had snap2 nie ... thank NWay to bee for the pict ....

me n miss bee ....

mcm bergambo NGN artist plaque ... Kenji nie powered

with litle Hamdan (Hamdan adek) n umi Hamdan WIF the man (Hamdan) ... WIF my aisyah junior, bee n azurina datin ...
sorg nie convo again this year, mr mentors (exrumet my fiance)
WIF charity
the boom

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Milena Velba Daylimotion

To Lipkovo Lea (1980-2009) Farewell Lea

MY WOMAN, MY GIRLFRIEND, DIED. THIS BLOG HAS REACHED AN END.

Me and Lea met last September in Latvia in a meeting of Youth Program. We immediately liked each other. She was coming out from a relationship and it happened… We always were together in that meeting, and I felt we were destined to something.

I went to visit her in Slovakia last Christmas. I spent with her Christmas and new years’ day. Love happened again. It hadn’t stayed in Latvia, it was true and real and I should never have returned to Portugal… I will never forget everybody waiting for me inside the bus to Bratislava, and me outside with Lea, holding each other in silence.

We were planning to be together in May, and we talked about living together somewhere. That was her idea and I wanted to. I love Lea, Lea loved me, and the last message she sent me on the day before she died was so beautiful and full of hope. “I want to be with you and just love you” were her last words to me, and I will keep those and everything else with me forever.

Tonight I dreamt with Lea! We started kissing as we used to do, without limits, and I woke up kissing my own arm. I suppose it’s only starting. I suppose the worse is yet to come, but I want the world to know how she loved me and that I will always love her.

In a few weeks I will go to Banská Bystrica to visit her, to say so long to my little princess. I also want to visit her family, which I love so much. I need to hug her mother. Now she's my mother too.

Lea Died Saturday, 31st of January, around 18:00 in a car crash. She was on the back seat and Died on location. I will not write here no more. This blog has come to an end. Thank you all.

Dakujem Lea, laska moj, ja prisf neskoro ty ...

Hemorrhoids And Advil




(For Lea Lipkovo, my dear woman, with a longing that undoes me. 05/01/1980 - 31/01/2009)

I open the door one last time. I invite you in?

I'ma be old. Little can never forget what I saw, much he felt, the exaggeration of everything I said and I was forced to listen. The world, this world, I went inside the eye as sunlight in Africa squarely in the wake of a drunk. I opened my mouth as if hours had passed since the last time he had inspired me and life went thundering, bursting with everything inside me to pass as a compact mass of water in the last seconds of life as a castaway. Asked Him to come?

I open the door and see me there in the distance checkered shorts and dirty smile of a child. Look! And there I'm floating far away from the coast. Growing up, my God! I do not use more checkered shorts. Now only seen me with beer bottles and occasional shots of vodka, often torn pants, a feeling often hurt all ...

Beyond the open door there is still this country who dreamed from an early age and leave behind so far, maybe you can feel the lack. Nothing has changed here. Became decades and were essential, as heaps of the same shit drought spread through the streets. Invite me out but I'm not already. Just a few more minutes please.

Beyond the open door is also all that I am now here. From arms down as the ultimate idiot glued to the side of the body, do not avoid smiling at those who accompanied me to come to this site. Mother, father, asking you to flee, but no longer believe there is nothing for you elsewhere. Forgive me. If you show me otherwise I promise one day be happy. But for now, come, come into the house and wait for me in the room. I'll be back.

I keep inside. I know that here, somewhere in a room more secluded, there is still someone who should be remembered, inevitably going by the hundreds of people who marked me and shot my hat now, yet it has never been my habit to use it. I

opening doors behind doors. One after another until you find! In a room full of clarity, submerged in a beautiful winter sunshine, you're sitting on the floor leaning against an old brown couch, and you look at me with a sad smile. Right here I swear I'll never forget it! The sun comes through the window behind you explodes in red your red hair. Slow, sad smile, old as I, groom yourself with the right hand while the other grabs those long hair by way of horse-tail. After paras, looking at me, and lieth the brush on the floor beside you. I approach you, me down to get you through his hair, to kiss his face and forehead, you apologize for not able to give you my skin and my color. And you stay well, with the sun behind you as I think of how to say goodbye, the slumped shoulders and arms glued to the sides of the body as the ultimate slob ever got used to be. You invite me to stay?

I turn to the exit. Do not look back by fear and leave the room with the red secluded heated above the entrance door. Down the hall there I am far, plaid shorts, floating farther and farther from the coast in a sea of \u200b\u200bskim milk and tasteless. Having grown up! That's when I start to run in silence towards the exit door more and more distant. I just sweat and uncoordinated beating of my heart, while the vegetation is growing on the walls behind me, around me, in front of me ... My steps dive in waters that have invaded the house floor. I just miss you and this distressing smell of green and earth. Close to home, never to return.

Amo-te Lea.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Pc Catan Cities & Knightsblog

Once upon a time in Slovakia


(To Lea Lipková, forever my princess)

Once upon a time, so many centuries ago, there was a castle near the Low Tatras in Slovakia where a beautiful princess lived with her father. She was bright and beautiful, and every day, at dusk, she came to the window of her room to comb her beautiful long red hair, and she sang… One of those days, when the sun was almost setting behind the mountains, spreading the last orange rays over the earth, she came to the window as usual, singing, and she started combing her magnificent red hair. As she was looking to the horizon, far away, she saw a little black dot in the sky over the snowy mountains. She kept staring at that strange black dot and she realized it was growing slowly, and then faster, and faster, until it wasn’t a black dot no more. It looked like some sort of bird, and she smiled. But suddenly she realized it wasn’t a bird! Oh, no! It was growing too much to be a bird, and she felt a chill down her spine. When she realized what it really was she ran away inside her room to hide behind her closet. But, at the same time, she was terribly curious. She could hear the flapping of his wings outside, around her tower, and also the screaming of the villagers. Yes, it was a dragon! A big, black, scary and lonely dragon was outside, surrounding her castle and being hit by her father archers. She had heard about them, but never actually seen one. For some minutes she could hear all the noise and screaming outside, but eventually he went away, leaving the place silent as it was before.

Next day, as usual, she went to comb her hair again at the window at dusk, and again she saw the little black dot on the horizon, over the mountains. Again she fled inside, but this time her curiosity made her take a peek. And that was when she saw the dragon’s beautiful brown eyes, tender, gentle, sweet, looking at her as he tried to escape the arrows! She even smiled a little, but then she ran away inside, until again she could hear no murmurs anymore. He was gone once more! And the next day again it happened, and the day after, and the other one. And the princess grew attached to that dragon, she sat at the window combing her hair and smiling at him while he escaped the arrows and rocks… He was gentle to her, and she could tell he loved her deeply! Until one day her father called her to say he decided to marry her with some count of the region who claimed he would kill the dragon as a sign of appreciation and as a wedding gift for her father and the villagers. She was in panic! That could not happen! She didn’t want to marry no count, and especially she didn’t want the dragon killed. She realized she loved him too for all his constant visits at dusk when she was so alone… What could she do? What?

The days went on and the dragon kept coming, and she told him about his fathers’ intentions. He was very sad. She was going to marry? But she told him she didn’t want to, and also that she was falling in love with him… He smiled, full of passion, and gave a strong roar that chilled the entire valley and went straight up into the mountains. But then the day of the wedding came, and the count arrived at the castle with all his court and a huge machine to kill the dragon. The girl was in panic, and she kept crying the all day. The dragon didn’t show up, and she didn’t knew what to do no more. She didn’t wanted marry, but all the ceremony was ready and set for that evening. The count was outside by his machine, waiting, looking at the horizon. She didn’t knew if she wanted the dragon to come and take her from there, or if he should stay away not to be killed. She was anxious! But as always, at dusk, the dragon came from the mountains. First a small black dot, and then growing over the land and the ones who were waiting to kill him, he came. And he came in full power spreading flames everywhere he could see a threat. And before the count could set his machine on him he took the princess from her window for good, and no-one from that region has ever see them both again. Some travelers, years later, reported that they were still living together up in the High Tatras mountains and that they even had descendants already. And so the story went on…

Nowadays in Slovakia, in the very same village, there is still a girl who combs her red hair looking at the mountains at dusk. She doesn’t expect a dragon no more, that time is well gone now. She expects everyday an airplane. First a little dot on the horizon over the snowy mountains, and then its wings glowing from the last rays of light. Each day she expects the plane that can bring her love to her forever. Maybe, just maybe, she is a princess too. And, although not likely, maybe one day her dragon will come.

(Photography: Banska Bystricá, Slovakia, December 26th, 2008 / Text: Coimbra, Portugal, January 15th, 2009)

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

Ontario Tow Truck Licensing

What happened to Edna? The clown


It was just another cold day with temperatures reaching 17º below zero. But it was just like so many other freezing days in there. It was sunny, though, with a completely clear blue sky. It was one of those days when people had to wear sunglasses to protect their eyes from the brightness of sunrays reflecting in the snow. The sun was especially painful that day. For some instants, several of the friends and old acquaintances reunited there - some after being away from each other for many years - took off the sunglasses to wipe away some tears. But immediately they'd put them on again, for protection, against the sun and exposure to too much emotion. I had put mine back too, although tears kept coming.

All the brightness of that day was in total disagreement with that event, or with what each of us felt about it. A little farther, away from the group but at eyes reach, near a small garden, some of our children played with the snow, totally indifferent to our black procession, totally unaware of what it meant to each one of us. My kids had stayed home with a cousin. Only my wife and me had come, because I didn’t want them to notice Edna’s picture on the cemetery gates. Edna had left us here: it was just like that. She decided to abandon us to our own fortunes after so many years, although all of us loved her so, in so many ways, for so many years. So there we were finally, at the end of one more road, paying our last respects. She had let go of the rope and our boats begun sailing away by themselves.

Just two weeks ago I had been at her place with my family, for one of those Sunday lunches that last throughout the whole day and into the night. We talked for hours about research projects and the necessary funds that should be raised, about our next holidays, about our day-to-day lives and worries. My kids were growing fast and she loved teasing and provoking them, and they loved her like a grandmother for all the cinnamon biscuits she made and all the love and respect she devoted them ever since they were born. As usual, we ended up remembering old days of when she was my teacher, and of how sometimes I got into her nerves. Of course by then I was the centre of all the jokes, and had to put up with mockery coming even from my own kids. I remember she having even said she was thinking about taking a trip to Namibia next summer, to visit an old friend of hers who had went to live there many years ago. It was a simple, normal Sunday, and everything was just OK. Life was where it was supposed to be and nothing could predict what would come later.

It was winter, just a winter like so many others in our lives. I would get up in the morning for a shower every day, followed by my wife, who would prepare some coffee, and then as my wife showered I would wake the children up and give them breakfast and prepare them for school. The kids were growing fast and healthy, full of energy, and my marriage was a very good one. We would get out everyday for work, me for the publishing house and my wife for the elementary school where she was a teacher, and we lived our lives like that, happily, peacefully. Everything was all right, or maybe not. Maybe it was just our way of not caring too much with the conditions of our lives, not caring about little details. We all know that sometimes too many questions can be suffocating and exhausting. Too many considerations can be a burden, and in a way maybe our lives are lived for the most part with the autopilot on, human intervention being required only in specific emergency occasions. The thing is we don’t have any device to warn us with a siren when something begins to go wrong with our lives, or with the lives of our loved ones, of our friends, colleagues, or simply strangers passing us by on the street. And sometimes when we realise there is a problem it's already too late to change the course of events. In other occasions, when we suspect something might not be the way it should be, people tend to dissimulate, they tend to hide feelings and emotions and just say everything is just fine when in fact it is not. We feel, we think things over, we imagine and dream about the future, we have conscience of our actions and surroundings, and therefore it is inevitable to be affected by this world, by specific circumstances of our daily lives and existences. To be alive is to be permeable to outer and inner conditions. We interact constantly with so many factors that it eventually causes us to suffer. And we also suffer sometimes for not having someone who could listen to what we have to say, someone who could understand, although we try less and less to communicate with others. We just have to be strong and deal with our own idiosyncrasies and problems by ourselves, trying not to bother others around us so much with our petty existences. I can also see myself in this wide picture. I’m so far from perfection… Maybe things I should have told others I left to be said and kept them to myself. And what good did it made me? None whatsoever. But I think we’re all like that, although this is far from being an excuse. What I mean is that it’s not just me, and I can’t be responsible for all bad things in this world. But that doesn't make this feeling go away...

The thing is that Edna is gone now, and nobody really knows or understands why. What happened to Edna? In all the faces attending the funeral I recognize old friends, old colleagues from school, old teachers… I see their families in there too. I look at my wife, I think of my kids, and in a very devious way I feel kind of happy to be here in this world, to be allowed to remain for some more time. Having said that, let me just say that all of us cried today, even in the absence of tears. No one knows why she gave up. No one saw any sign. But in all of us I realize now how much love we can expect from life: nothing bigger than the love Edna had for us all.

(Photography: Hronsek, Slovakia, December 30th, 2008 / Text: Coimbra, Portugal, January 14th, 2009)

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Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Free Online Pokemon Red




(To Lea Lipková, forever my princess)

Now as I walk my feet don't touch the ground no more! I'm a clown. By now everybody knows that I love you...

(Photography: Banska Stiavnica, Slovakia, December 28th, 2008 / Text: Coimbra, Portugal, January 14th, 2008)

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Saturday, January 10, 2009

Port Royale 2 Windows 7

Where the Heart Is


(To Lea Lipkova, forever my Princess)

If you think we’re far apart, and that everything is much too impossible for our unprepared hands and eyes, look closer, my love... If, at night, you dream of the time I used to be there lying by your side, and you resting your face on my chest, and our hands travelling through each others’ bodies, just to awake suddenly in the dark, lonely, cold, look closer... If you remember all those kisses and conversations, of holding hands in the snow and all those emotions, just look closer, hold on... Try to think of all the distance separating us as a measure of what we feel, because what we feel for each other is so real that we will not be this distant forever. It couldn’t be easy for us... Look closer! I’m in you. It’s like with real snow, I just know I will feel it over me one day...

(Photography: Banska Bystricá, Slovakia, December 26th, 2008 / Text: Coimbra, Portugal, January 10th, 2008)

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